

Only six months left6 months since I saw your face last I didn't know it'll take so long time and still not in the pastOnly six months left
I tried to show you what I felt But you didn't even know how the word love was supposed to be spelled
How would I show my love to you then? When I fail every time I think of it again
But I try to comfort myself by remembering what my cousin said "One day he'll come back and tell you he loves you" that was what she whispered
"After 1 year of suffer" she added in lower voice It made my heart break but I always can make a choice
Choose what? I thought


I want to knowI want to know, what's on your mind And I want to know what I'll findI want to know
Is it that you just tease me Or is it a part of your gallery?
I wanted to make it easier for you But it seems like you don't want to think of this issue
Now I don't know what to do And if you loved me was a lie or if it was true
Can someone give me an answer for my question? Or do I have to live with that poison?


Be smartI was waiting for the day I'll see your eyes Watching me and laughing between the guysBe smart
The day came but I wasn't allowed to go I took a bath and remembered your shadow
I felt how the hot tears was running down my cheek I found how ridicules I was and weak
But I couldn't stop my crying heart And for a moment I thought that I have to be smart
Just because he is gone, my life is not over There is always someone other
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it's not quite such a happy day for me.. i guess u might know why...
lg
how is it going on with your gf?
lg
aww i was the only one..? that sucks.. well u and another friend of mine had birthday on that day, so it was just easier to keep that in mind.
it's going okay, i'll see her next week!
so what's new with u? where have u been traveling?
Cool, then you'll never forgett ma b-day
wow, so exiting. tell me what you think later. It sounds sooo cool and have fun with your gf
Nothing is new with my. but today I was like ohh not like me. or it was like me.. I drew so much yesterday and today that when I came to the math lesson my hand ached really much and I couldn't write, so I went to the nurs and get I don't what it's callet.. but when I was going back to class I forgott where I was and I hadn't anything with me, not even the phone. and I was like going around in the coridoors (it's a new school we are in) and when my classmates ended I saw then and went to bring my things DX.. I was like, sorry teacher I had a big problem with my hand.. I really didn't tell anyone about it. so embarresing O: but I'm always like that.
and you?
lg
haha yeah probably i won't forget it.
Yeepa it's going to be cool i hope. i reeeally hope the dinner's not gonna be awkward.. like all quite and stuff. but we'll see about that. i'm not soo babbling all the time.. so i hope there will be someone else talking.
haha that's not soo nice.. how long did u draw? ouch.. lost in ur own school, that sucks. so if it's a new school u got a new class and stuff?
not so much, im back in school.. and next week i got my chemistry test. like final exam. and after that nooo more chemistry!
but i'm not feeling so great at the moment, like everything is really pissing me off really easily and i haven't had one really great moment since i came from france.. i donno.. i feel pretty shitty. and my feelings just go from happy to bad to happy to bad
i really don't like that. i hope it's gonna go away..
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